Standing in the middle of nowhere

I decided to blog after not logging into this account for a month. im kinda surprised that i still remember my password after all these years :) not like anyone would chance upon or read this poor site anymore (im to blame) hahaha, but i guess typing down an entry and finally clicking the button "publish post" gives a sense of achievement! ^^ man, i think i've been out of school for way too long to feel like this.... Anyway, trottling on (haha) i lied in my previous post. i didnt mean to but i did. i typed that i was ending work already, but i was made to stay for another month due to some not-so-responsible employee.... but i guess that was God's will :) and im actually glad i actually stayed for another month! i got to know more kids, a pleasant card on my last day at work and the cha-ching :) heeehheee. Never ever thought i would actually say this after all the rants but, i kinda miss the kids a little... guess its boring at home. :( School is starting in two weeks!! gosh! my 5months 18days holidays is nearly coming to an end.... believe it or not! and i don't even think im done fufiling what i plan to do during the hols (which i too consistently forget) and with work taking a large bite into my holidays, i protest for more holidays. hahahaha, kidding. i think that probably half of my brain has rotted :/ kekeke. I'm more of scared/apprehensive than excited for school to begin. :( first of all, i know no one that is going to be in the same course as me. pffftt. :( Secondly, new environment + new people = adjust adjust. Many say change is good, change is inevitable, but i just hate the thought of having to change... sigh fly. but life is like this, what to do? hahaha. Thirdly, orientation. owhhh, i dont know why orientation was even invented. yes, people get to meet new friends and yada yada. However, the games, icebreakers...... well i dont know, probably i never really enjoyed an orientation in my life since im not a spontaneous person. But well, i plan to see this coming orientation in a new light. i really hope its gonna be fun and maybe, i might change my perspective of orientation afterall! ^^ really sucks not having someone you know or a friend in the same course :( since i've been around the same group of friends for probably ten years. amazing huh... i just miss Fairfield ttm. :( hope np would be another great school that i will grow to love :) This week, my parents labeled it as family week. so as the name goes, i will have to spend my time with the folks and the sis. Today, being monday marks the first day of family week. Had a hearty late brunch (or tea i must say) @ Wild honey. Food was good! breakfast/brunch for the win!! went to botanics after to find a quiet and serene spot to do QT. but we ended up doing it in the car instead. since we were not appropriately dressed and the weather burnt. I have no idea whats installed for tomorrow. I am dead bored since tumblr is always hanging and having tumblr beasts invading them. sigh fly... maybe school starting isnt so bad after all? :) hahhaa. btw, im typing on my new lappy now!! :) have to transfer everything from the old one to here asap so that i can officially start using this. hope that i would be able to convince the parents to go with me for laptop casing shopping, so that i won't have to fork out my own money :) hawhawhaw. spent too much on saturday and im feeling a little guilty but satisfied at the same time. how contradicting. but nevertheless, i would love to go shopping again this week. sigh fly, my hands are too itchy. ^^ alright, thats it for now. this post is getting to wordy even i can't stand it (gna sit down hahahha) since im too lazy to post pictures of what i've been up to! oh well, thats me 4 u :) kekeke ciaooooooooo