All wrapped up

All I knw is tht I have to leave everything to God, and trust Him. Its hard @ times to just hang on to that belief, but I knw I'm in gd hands :)
Its 3.09am right now and I'm having trouble falling asleep... Body clock has srsly major issues. Shouldn't have taken a nap at 10pm lol! I just completed my math tutorial and I must say, math is indeed quite a fun subject as compared to those boring, dry,incoherent theory memorising modules. Maths gives u satisfaction whn u manage to figure out the solution! Oh boy am do I sound like a math geek :S but I'm not hahahah. I used to detest math. Well things do change as we grow older. Gd or bad. We'll just have to embrace it and take it w a pinch of salt. Well well easier said than done actually :(
Sigh fly, school has commenced into its second wk in the new sem. Things have indeed change. Well change is constant. Which is a real pain in the butt at times. But I'm sure I'll b able to survive since I have a father up thr taking care n watching over me :) I knw im blessed :)
I just really wish to have a stronger walk with God, but I really have no idea to begin! Sighhhh. Well just documenting random fractions of my thoughts here since I figured that its been quite a while since I posted (nt like anyone reads this) n I think expressing my thoughts into words clears the mess in my head :) hehe
Alright, better get to bed before the parents wake in an hrs time. It would be an ugly scene (ok I exaggerate) if they still find me awake hahahaha. So gdnight/morning :)
Goal till the next post: to love everyone around me one step @ a time. I can do this!