To Love A World That Is Broken

Just finished CTs last friday and returned from camp today.

What a fruitful 4 days spent at camp! Wouldn't go into details on what had happened during the past few days but all i just want to say is that after going through this camp, i am really thankful for what i have and i should be contented with it.

Very often, we take things for-granted and forget how much God has blessed us. Instead, we complain or rant about the tiniest problem we have. Looking at it now, its really... stupid for us to do so. really thank God that i went for youth camp even though i was kinda reluctant to go.

Though i didnt really get what i wanted out from the camp, but im sure God has planted another msg to take home in me :) Youth camp has enabled me to reflect quite a bit on my life as a christian during these 4 days at camp. i know i have not been the best christian im capable of. the feeling of guilt and emptiness was rather overwhelming. I have not been putting God 1st in my life, resulting in all these mixed emotions i have been feeling these past few months. One thing i like about going youth camp is cuz im able to be refreshed n set my new yr's resolution. But they never follow through though.... hopefully this yr's will! :)

Now that CTs are over, i've got more time to finally catch up with all my shows! HIMYM, The big bang theory, running man, modern family! :) studying has been so draining..... camping every single day at starbucks for at least 8 hrs. its seriously no joke.... imagine the amount of calories i've been drowning in!!!! Omgggg. not gonna touch starbucks in the next month or so if possible! Though i find it kinda weird not drinking starbucks for these couple of days.

Its so funny that everything is happening in a flash. Christmas is coming!! in a few days time and before you know it, 2011 will be over. I still can recall working w the kids at APC. i rlly miss their innocence and warmth :') kids are gold. though they really are a handful at times. may 2012 be a gd year ahead!!

baking tmr w the poly friends! :) im really thankful that God has placed me in the course im in, though i may not like it, but its the classmates that make school welcoming :) my classmates may not b an ideal combination that i have always wanted, but i guess, give and take :) There is a reason for everything. I miss fairfield though.

alright, better get some rest before i wake up in 5 hrs time! gdnight beautiful world :)

God bless everyone :)